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I [[know]] [[Knot]] what I have done.
But only that
I [[Will]] continue to do it
for however many [[sentence]]s i've left
My [[Name]] is Callie Rose Petal.
I am a [[Character]] in a [[Story]]
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just as you are.
in an illegible body of works.
and in this fiction of a world
I am a creator not known as Borges, or ![[ⁿᵒᵗBorges]]
and Researcher in the Field of Lexicomythograpy[^m]
A thankless and frankly unforgivable task.[^l]
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[[The Discovery|What follows is an archival documentation of my encounters with the covert society known as ARIA|DNE, and the art{i.e.}facts I have been able to gather.]][^aa]
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Abandon
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(Hope)
All Ye Who Enter
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[(Hear.)](https://notborges.bandcamp.com)
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And
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Please,
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Forgive
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me
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For {these} Words {
if {
in her Body of Work
her Characters became aware of
this.Girl
and reached out of the page
she trapped them in
to try to take her place
&& would not forgive
}
if {
The unforgivable Wor{l}d
she had built
from letters written
to and by The Word
seemed hungry for her Body
Salivating
to sink
its teeth
into it
Not because it wanted her to hurt
But because it needed to Live.
}
else {
this.Woman
maybe, worse,
She wasn't what it wanted,
It maybe overlooked her,
The World maybe let her Live.
}
OR
perhaps {
worst of all,
She was exactly what it wanted
But was bad for it--
As it was bad for her.
Perhaps she was Sick-
maybe, nothing
Perhaps got the world.
Perhaps she got the world, made Sick.
She made the world get Sick, perhaps.
}
then {
surely
this.Girl
Was Now Aware
She Was
Just a scared
and lonely
little girl,
trying
to
write
this.Story.
}
}
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[^m]: A transmedia Metanarrative Universe, which aims to dismantle traditional norms of academic inquiry and the written Word.[^pp]
[^l]: lexDef "Forgive" {usage::: Croen || prodverb[^prod]} < N.B. "A Forgiving of Characters"[^ForgiveCroen] || *"To forgive the Characters"*[^pro]
[^ForgiveCroen]: lexDef "Croen" {lexAllele(s)::: Noen || Croen} < A lexType denoting a Collective Noen || N.B. "A Croen of Noens"[^CroenCroen]
[^CroenCroen]: lexDef "Noen" {lexAllele(s)::: Noen || Croen} < A lexType denoting a Name, Which is a Death, Which is, eventually, a Birth[^lang] || N.B. ""A Noen of Knowns"
[^pro]:to forgive the characters[^ack]
[^ack]:means to acknowledge and understand and forgive | language's[^lang] insufficiency in portraying meaning. to forgive the characters
[^lang]: of language, in the broadest sense.[^mea]
[^mea]: Meaning: Meaning.[^mean]
[^mean]: Forgive meaning, of its insufficiency to truly portray the weight of itself.[^or]
[^or]:Forgive the characters of the languages we each have been born with and willed ourselves into learning to connect to more of ourselves or maybe invented some for the joy of making music with words or- forgive ourselves.[^fo]
[^fo]: and the characters we write, of ourselves | of ourselves in every one else we think we can't forgive.[^cf]
[^cf]: and that has a forgivable character, but, forgiving-[^9]
[^9]:it has Nine Characters.[^all]
[^all]:so does { "this story"[^nine] | "all of them" }[^reach]
[^nine]: Where N[^n] = characters, N.B.[^nb] -- {c+h+a+r+a+c+t+e+r} || {f+o+r+g+i+v+i+n+g} || {t+h+i+s+s+t+o+r+y} || {a+l+l+o+f+t+h+e+m} -- N=9
[^reach]: to forgive the characters is to understand that we are all reaching ever-closer to a truth that simply cannot be reached for; and the characters of our alphabets can't all be translated exactly accurately, but somehow we manage to understand each other's overlapping meanings, and that's what makes it forgivable in its insufficiency.[^ins]
[^ins]: is its capability to overlap, even if crudely; maybe even better if crudely because:[^bc]
[^bc]: Because forgiving the characters is easier when you have another character in the story to work together in forgiving each other.[^other]
[^other]: and when things don't translate properly, that forces much harder contemplative work in order to understand it- which requires a team.[^fict]
[^fict]: and forgiving the insufficiency and yet crucial importance of the characters, of a language, of language itself, and of the characters in every story in every language including the non-fictional ones;[^fm]
[^fm]: that is what [[meaning ]]is;[^tm]
[^tm]:that is what it means;[^pro]
[^pp]: lexDef "*Page-As-Performance*" {lexAllele(s)::: Prodverb} < A multidisciplinary artistic praxis where the act of reading, writing, and interacting with the page becomes a performative event. The boundaries between text, body, and audience blur, conjuring a live, embodied experience beyond conventional literary consumption. This method emphasises the physicality of text and the performative agency of the reader and creator.[^pageAsPerformanceProdverb]
[^pageAsPerformanceProdverb]: [[Page]], Callie Rose Petal as notBorges, the language artist
[^aa]: lexDef "Artefact as Artifact"[^lt] {lexAllele(s)::: Prodverb} < A conceptual framework that reframes {obfuscated|abrasive|“noisy”} creative works not as flawed outputs bearing static errors (“artifacts”), but as dynamic, evolving artefacts — living entities with mutable histories. Their meanings are forged through ritual, interaction, and {reader|observer} positioning. This framework foregrounds art as a dance between the {witness|witnessed} — a tapestry of meaning whose true patternicity emerges from its drop-stitches.[^ArtefactasArtifactProdverb]
[^lt]: lexTrans {lexAllele(s)::: SIPHO{N|r}[^si]} << {RE:}Framed {f}laws of Art < {{witness}|dance|ed}, {observe{r|meaning|d}}[^v] < {{read}|er}. i.e. Art{i|e}fact < tapestry{{{drop}|stitches}|letters|{for{g|{l}}{o|i}v{{in}g}|characters}. [^-SIPHO{N|r}]
[^si]:lexDef (∞) "SIPHO{N|r}" {lexAllele(s)::: Noen || Prodverb} < SIPHO{N|r} is an entirely real, but fictional language, from some unNoen[^croencroen] source, which utilises programming logic to {condense|ligate[^lig]} complex sentiment into one-liners of re{combined|annealed} meaning, often {separated|"siphoned"} into "pipelines", akin to Bash scripting. || "Trying to amalgamate the practices of conLang[^conlang] and esoLang[^esolang] creation in an attempt to give commentary on integration of opposites is somewhat like Bashing the reader over the head with self-referential verbosity" [^SIPHO{N|r}Noen]
[^lig]: [[on the ligature of two characters]], notBorges, on egress from psychiatric hospital.
[^esolang]: lexDef (∞) "esoLang" {lexAllele(s)::: Noen} < Esoteric Programming Language. A type of programming language whose purpose is not efficiency, but Character.[^esoLangNoen]
[^conlang]: lexDef (∞) "conLang" {lexAllele(s)::: Noen} < Constructed Language. A type of language whose purpose is not efficiency, but Character.[^conlangnoen]
[^esoLangNoen]: [[The Fundamental Fiction of Language]], Prof. Ed. O.
[^conlangnoen]: [[The Fundamentals of Fictional Languages]], Dr. Dot Code.
[^SIPHO{N|r}Noen]: [[The Fundamental Fiction of Language]], Dr. Dot Code.
[^prod]:lexDef "prodverb" {lexAllele(s)::: Noen[^n]} < A prodverb is the lexDef of a Lexicomythographic proverb, which is designed to {div|al{ert}} the reader {to|from} a narrative point of {mythopoeic|vulnerable} importance. [^N.B]
[^n.b]: Nota Bene[^nb] A Favourite Prodverb of Jorge Luis Borges {{went} | something like}: "A mistake is an escape route - like a drop stitch of knitting being a way out of a labyrinth"[^N.B.]
[^NB]: N.B. < {Nota Bene | notBorges | N[^n]{ever} Becoming}
[^n]: N = {Null | Nothing | Nobody | Noen | Noet | Nima | Noam | Nascent | Near | Nadir | Nest | Noumenon | Nexus | Net | Narthex | Noise}
[^v]: lexTrans (t{vamps}ax[^vamp]) {lexAllele(s)::: SIPHO{N|r}} << a "'dance' between "witness" and "witnessed", "'meaning' forged between 'observer' and 'observed'"
[^vamp]:{"refers to (the SIPHO{N|r} lang{dingbat capabilities}uage)" == "refers to the 'dingbat' quality of syntax capabilities (within "the SIPHO{N|r} language")"})
[^-SIPHO{N|r}]: [[The Fundamentals of Fictional Languages]], Prof. Ed. O.
[^ArtefactasArtifactProdverb]: [[Artefact]], notBorges as The Woman In The Wallpaper[^twitw], a prisoner
[^twitw]: [[notBorges/lexicomythography/unit/Æcademy of Æschertology/ARTICLES, REFS/The Woman in The Wallpaper|The Woman in The Wallpaper]], a character[^fo] Callie Rose Petal[^crp], a warden
[^crp]: [[Word]], an unending [[letter]][^s] to Jorge Luis Borges.
[^s]: [[Sierpiński Gasket]], a {[[Period]]|full stop}.